It might actually happen. After all the work, the bullshit, the change, the stress, it might have been for nothing. I’m a fool who has been living a lie. To say that things would be getting better is a lie. I hope for the best, but am ready for the worst. There is some calm in the storm, but be that as it may…the storm is still coming.
I just need to join the gym and find someone to workout with that knows what they are doing.